These are notes I took the day I was laid off. I have left them mostly as is, not correcting grammar or spelling, because I think that partially reflects my mood at the time.

Mike’s Layoff Day Notes:

Well, I didn’t expect that to happen. I knew layoffs were coming, actually, I thought they had happened the week before and I was safe. Alas, not true. My boss sent me an email and a text, inviting me to a 30 minute meeting in less than 30 minutes.

Everyone knows what that means….

I tried to steel myself for the call….but was also trying not to assume that I knew what it meant, even though I did……

Actually, she was very cool. This was a Friday. Layoffs were coming next week, but she knew I was negotiating to buy a house, so she got permission to tell me early, so I could make a decision about the house with that in mind. Very cool of her. Thanks Mary.

I got off the phone, and was going out to tell our receptionist, but she was walking toward me, with a very sad look on her face. I knew then she was just told. I wasn’t close to many people in that office, I’d only been there for 18 months, and I didn’t work with anyone there. But, I knew a few people. One of them was nice enough to take me out for coffee and walk me through some things he’d experienced. Thanks Ben.

Emotionally, day 1 was not as hard as I thought. The only time it was really hard was when I felt I had failed Julianne and the boys in upholding my end of the family bargain….breadwinner.

Looking back from nearly a year later, I’d add this on reflection on that day:

The call itself was pretty relaxed and nice. Mary spent the next few weeks sending me openings at my former employer, but I just wasn’t interested in going back there. I think looking back, while I seemed to be ok with things, and not overly emotional….I think I was in shock. Even though I was thinking this might happen some day, I was still in shock. I just don’t think you can fully emotionally prepare for this day. Try as you might, it’s just too big.

I did call my kids and my parents and probably a few others too, but it’s been a while so I don’t know who all I called. I do know that at least one of my sons was worried about money and both were worried about my happiness. I held off on saying anything to my coworkers back in MN and elsewhere, as requested. No use in getting people worried they might be next.

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